Monday, August 15, 2022

It's the little things

 It's amazing how something as small as a fly strip can piss me off.  I asked him to hang a fly strip at the end of the island where all the fly congregate but his mommy doesn't like it there so he hung it by the  door to make her happy.  What about me?  Is my happiness not important to him?  Some days I wonder.  Days like today make just hate living here and wish we had never moved from Texas.  Everything they say just pisses me off and I don't even want to talk to either one of them.  And if Andy and Yvonne leave that kid behind one more time my head is going to explode.  I DO NOT BABYSIT!  He isn't my kid but I knew when he showed up it would be expected of us to watch him so they can go running the roads.  Don't get me wrong he is a good kid but he isn't my responsibility.....period.  He is always up stairs talking to me and asking me question.......just exhausting.  Jon feels sorry for him and I do to but dang!  That family has to figure it out and quit expecting us to look after him.  I keep expecting Jon to volunteer to take him in because he feels bad for him.  The poor kid is going to be so screwed up because he has such a screwed up family but that isn't my problem.  

Today is one of those days where I just want to pack up and go to Louisiana.  Stay with Royette for a while, get a job and just get on with my life alone.  I just hate everything today. 

Life sucks!

 So Jon goes to this church weekend thing and comes back an rah rah rah and life is great and why can't we all just be happy and it make...